dying2bthin13

Heyhey. I'm writing from home, when i'm supposed to be doing my homework, so i don't have a lot of time, so this entery isn't going to be long, but oh well.

Today is my frist day of fasting, and so far its been pretty good. I havn't eaten anything.
At lunch, i got into {yet another} fight with a friend. She was completely out of bounds when she threatened to tell everyone that i was anorexic, including the school guidance councelor. I swear to god that if the principal hadn't walked into the caf, i would have slapped her.

The fight took up most, if not all of the lunch period, so when the bell rang, and i still hadn't touched my salad (seriously, the only reason i got the salad was toet my friends to shut up, i had noooo intention of eating it), no one questioned why i hadn't touched my salad.

I got through the rest of the school day, and when i got off the bus, a few of my guy friends and i decided to walk around the neighborhood for a while. So we walked around for an hour, which is fine by me, because walking is one of the ways that i can excercise without everyone getting suspicious.

We stopped at a 7-11, and i got some sugar-free gum and a vitamin water.
The vitamin water haas lasted me so far, and i expect that for dinner, i'll just say that i still have a ton of homework left to do.
That ought to be enough.

Oops, my dad's comming to check on my homework, so i gotta go, but i'll try to write tomarrow!

XO

So today was supposed to be day one of a fast. And i kinda really blew it.
 
At first it was just me eating a yogurt with 180 cals for breakfast. But than i had chinese food (again) for dinner. Urg. My parents had to bring home my one weakness.
So i'm planning to start again tomarrow. And hopefully this time i'll actually stick with the fast. Although, all my friends have been driving me insane about eating, so i don't know how long i can hold out against them before they go tell the school therapist (i'd be sooo pissed off. lol :/). 
But hopefuly the worst that they'll do is make jokes about not eating to my face, talking about my weight behind my back, and of course, spreading rumors every chance they get.

Oh well, wish me luck for my fast, and i'll try to keep updating. But i don't know when i'll be able to post, considering i barely have enough time to breath. lol

Toodles! :P

So I might as well introduce myself, because I haven’t been on in forever. My name is Nora, I’m 13, my birthday is 2/5, I’m in 8^th grade, and I’ve been Ana since I was a little shy of 13. I have a lot of hopes and dreams, and one of those hopes and dreams is to be thin.

Over the summer, I went from 134lbs to 110lbs. 110 is the lowest my weight has gone, and I still felt completely and utterly fat and out of control.

Since my 110, my friends all noticed that I was losing weight, and my parents noticed that my brothers’ ADD medicine was coming up short (my willpower sucks, and so I relied on the ADD meds to suppress my hunger). So my friends gave me a hard time about eating, and my parents made sure to keep an eye on the meds.

A month into school, with me skipping lunch almost everyday (if I had lunch it was just a small bowl of lettuce), my supposed friends are starting rumors about me being wanorexic. Witch hurts almost as much as being called fat. And it doesn’t help that one of my supposed friends pretended to be my Ana buddy just to get the dirt for the rumors.

But I suppose that they’ll stop calling me wanorexic now that I’m leaning towards 120lbs.

 

I seriously hate myself.

And I’m dreading going shopping this weekend with some of my real friends. Who are all half the size of my thigh.

 

God. :'(

I just thought that 8th grade was supposed to be the fun year. Not the fat year.

ok, so i was looking for some por-Ana quotes online, and i came to some ranom website about EDs...and on one of the pages, there was this:

IFOF is a term that means "identification friend or foe" most commonly used in the aircraft industry. It is a thing on an airplane that tells people reading the signal if they are a friend or foe. We now have a system of our own. I got this from another site: Have you ever wondered if the skinny girl you see has an ED (A or M)? And proud of it? You so desperately want to ask, or even try to make friends but are scared? Well, no more ... since we have our ribbon "Ana is a lifestyle..." and its red.

I propose that we all get a red beaded bracelet. You can make it or buy them. Wear it daily or when you go out to secretly say that you are proud to be pro-ana or proud to have an ED that is. Anytime you see someone wearing a red beaded bracelet, capture their eye contact and point to your bracelet, and if they return the same point to theirs ... then they are ED friendly. If not, then its just someone whom is wearing one.

As for those who are older and feel silly wearing a beaded bracelet, wear a red t-shirt every Monday or when you go out on Mondays.

Please pass this along to every proED clubs, forums, websites (secrets/public) for we need to be known widespread secretly amongst us. So, copy/paste everyone!!! 


so i was just wondering if anyon had tried this?